just let me make it clear and straight now., at the gym i don't know how we ended talking about bible about religion, he asked me whats my beliefs whats my status about god whats my thinking about god then i paused for a while, i cant even ans any of those so yes wtf em i (please dont judge me)!!!! but then he started to talk and yes i indeed listen to him, that i dont want to, yes cause hes taking so much of my time working out nor resting at that time but then i care to listen for a while and again we talk a lot of things in the bible at the bible but really i dont know whats hes talking about. but then he finally caught me and he said too me if you know some person or any religious person you really can talk to, asked them about this Where was God before he created heaven and earth. and all the answer was in the bible he added you just need to find it out. and thats what im trying to do (this post is not yet complete, just let me finish what i will do. i just want to post this so i will remember this always)... still in confused